Can't come back, tell me how does it feel now?

Argh. I don't know how I'm feeling right now.

A soft, comforting darkness.
Reach out, embrace it.
It's all you have.
Because I won't be there.

A challenge. A quest.

I don't know what I'm thinking anymore.

Lost, lost, lost.

And no, I am not emo.
I'm not.

My grandpa'll be fine. I hope. He has to be.
But I guess the hospitalization is a good thing.

My family is slowly being pieced together again.
Slowly, but surely.
I can see it. Subtle, but I can see it.

Or maybe it's just me.

I can see it.

And I'm thanking the heavens.