It hurts.
I feel that our bonds are breaking.
They're hanging on a single silver thread that's threatening to snap.
I don't want it like that.
I wish there was a way we could go back to the time when everything was fine, and when we were all happy with the slightest care in the world.
I don't want it the way it is now.
It hurts so much.
What happened to the communication? What happened to the communion? What happened to the concern? It's all crumbling in the hands of time, isn't it. Like a time piece made of sand, in the hands of a marble god who smiles at the fate of all who suffer.
Well, I'm suffering.
You smiling, now?
I don't know what to do. I don't know how I can strengthen this paper thin foundation where our happiness rests on. What. Do. I. Do?
Where do I go from here?
Get into University, get a degree, get a good job.
I know.
I know.
I know.
But.
Yet,
I don't know.
I have no idea.
Haha.
Bleah.
I have come back to life.
Yay.
Went karaoke with Louisa, Leonard, Weijie and Edwin.
'Twas great fun.
I was saying that we should all do this more often.
I miss Rimei.
Louisa and I are having a photoshoot on Wednesday, as Takasugi and Otsuu-chan from Gintama.
Hmm. I need to lose weight. Argh.
Maybe I should start jogging or something.
But really, there's hardly anywhere to jog in Chinatown. Ho-Hum. Maybe I'll follow my dad to the gym sometime. I still haven't posted the AFA photos.
...Well, I don't feel like it.
Too bad.
I finally got my hands on Dissidia, and I'm trying to train my Warrior of Light. Story Mode is really hard. Quick battles don't give one much PP, and that stinks. I want to buy all the characters at one go, and I'm too stingy to invest in good weapons. I feel kinda bad for my team. Man, I'm such a lousy player.
Louisa and I were discussing cosplaying Dissidia (if it's even humanly possible) after our A Levels, perhaps the year after, for EOY or something.
Onion Knight is love.
He's so adorable.
...really.
