And without you is how I disappear, and live my life alone.
Well, so it has been.
I'm not going to say exactly who I'm referring to, because it's hard enough just thinking about it.
I went for Red Camp at Ngee Ann Poly today.
........It was TIRING.
In fact, I'm so tired I can barely move.
And they are SO UNFAIR. The stupid quiz where they gave away free movie tickets was rigged, I swear. They said "Everybody has a fair chance" when they really meant "The MCs will pick whoever suits their liking." I was sincerely unhappy. And when we went on the tour thing of the IT block, they didn't let us explore the lightbox room. But I'm too tired to say more. My throat is really dry from shouting the entire day. I met a few Primary school friends back there... But only like about three? haha. It rained really heavily, and that completely dampened my mood, and so did my dad, but hey, it's alright, cause he always does it ANYWAY. I'm.......ADAPTING. Heh, it's taken me fifteen years to get where I am now, give it about five more and I'll be immune.
But don't worry about me, dear diary. Because nobody's reading this anyway. Well, that's just me. I'm not popular, I'm not pretty, I'm not smart. I don't have a goal in life. I am harboring thoughts of suicide right now.
But don't worry about me, dear diary.
I'll be fine.
I'm always fine.
Caine.