Monday, September 12, 2005
9:49 PM
Crucify my love, If my love is blind, Crucify my love, If it sets me free,Never know, Never trust,That love should see a colour,Crucify my love. If it should be that way.It's such a wonderful song, isn't it? It was love at first sound wave. It's a pity that that band would never ever produce another record again. Well, the vocalist had passed away. In the bathroom of a hotel. Strangled by a towel. With a peaceful look on his face. Wahaha.I would have published this earlier, but I was lazy and stupid. So there.It seems so far away, my despair and pain. But somehow, it's all renewed now, seeing my friend's happiness makes me happy too, but somehow it kinda stings at the same time. I keep telling myself that it's a good thing that my friends are so happy, of course it's a good thing. That I should be happy too, be happy with them, be happy for them. Yea, so I've survived. But then again, what do you care? Inserts bitter laughter.I mean, nobody really cares, I'm just an insignificant little person in other people's eyes, so there. I'm questioning myself on why I'm even bothering to update this when nobody reads it. Habit, I suppose."There's so much love in my life..." I really wish I could say that. I mean, in terms of family and all, I'm truly blessed. But on other issues...Nevermind. It's ok. I'll get over it.I always do.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
7:29 AM
Ah, the genius of man. First the wheel, now virtual cures for mental phobias? Ah, how man has progressed since the age of stone. I personally find all this a wonder, how science has shown us so much in such little time. I'm pretty proud of man, I must say. Now we can boast to the other planets and life-forms out there that we can cure mental phobias. :)
However, we still have a long way to go. I must say this is an achievement to medical and psychological science, which is a good thing. Who knows, maybe when I grow up I'll be a psychologist and then I'll be able to execute this wonderful method of treatment to my patients. Or it may be the other way round. At least I know there's a cure for anything traumatising I may ever face on my way to kick the bucket. Ah well, Wengchi told me something today that amused me greatly. It has to do with health. :) Maybe we should wear masks everywhere. It'll be so cool. XD
"Keep fit, Stay Healthy, Die anyway." Hahahahaha. Ain't it cute?Caine.
"All hail they that do not twist the Lord's word!" Don't sue me for this. It's an english assignment. I really have NOTHING against the Muslim society, but I kinda think that they should wake up a bit. Their capital is in chaos. Seriously. I mean, go ahead and read the article yourself. The current state of these countries is terrible, almost like a war within a war. I mean, isn't it bad enough that "the world has to battle the evil terrorrists"? I mean, the terrorrists claim that they are Muslim, but the Muslim society denies it. So what are you getting at here? You're confusing the world, my dear friends! I agree with what Ishrad Manji says, really, I do. I quote: "I have to be honest with you - Islam is on very thin ice with me. Through our screaming self-pity and our conspicious silences, we Muslims aare conspiring against ourselves..." To me, I think it's all just a mess, and until they sortit out among themselves, there ain't gonna be much peace in the middle-east. There you have it. My view about "The Struggle within Islam". Forgive me for my rude comments. I'm kinda running out of brain cells to use on euphemism. I'm so sorry.
Caine.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
4:43 AM
I read an article in the Reader's Digest issue for August. The article is called "Secrets and Lies". It's mainly about how most people (more probably men) who lead double lives resort to murder when their big lie has been uncovered. It is....interesting. Call me evil and unfeeling, (we're talking about human lives here!) but I sincerely find all this intriguing.
I mean, how some people have the skill and understanding of human nature and well, a person's feelings and thoughts. I mean, it must take a lot of effort to keep lying to everyone you know, right? I mean, you have to keep everything in place and all, keep everything under control and secret.
I'm not saying it's right, or anything, but I do find it genius. How they are able to keep such a big-scale lie up.
Turning to murder, is definitely wrong, there's no doubt about that. What better way is there than to say you're sorry and repent with all your heart for what you've done wrong?
I suppose they think that there's probably no choice than to kill that person who has found out, becuse there is no way to go back to what their relationship used to be. I don't see any wrong in that.
I guess that's all I have to say for now. I'm going back to school tomorrow and I'm like RUSHING everything now. Well, that's for my slacking. Turra.
Caine.
Crucify my love, 
