Monday, June 08, 2009 7:01 AM

....moved to http://www.cyxnide.livejournal.com.

Rawr.

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Friday, May 01, 2009 6:15 AM

Someone sent me a postcard that said "SOMEBODY SOMEWHERE LOVES YOU". There's no sender, just my name and address on the front, and the message on the back. It's a simple piece of orange paper pasted on a piece of card rather crudely.
Who sent it?

Who sent it?

It's a nice thought. Well, depending on how you look at it.

It's either a stalker or someone who's trying to comfort me.

So thank you, whoever sent that card.
I really appreciate it.

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Wednesday, April 08, 2009 8:22 AM

Can't come back, tell me how does it feel now?

Argh. I don't know how I'm feeling right now.

A soft, comforting darkness.
Reach out, embrace it.
It's all you have.
Because I won't be there.

A challenge. A quest.

I don't know what I'm thinking anymore.

Lost, lost, lost.

And no, I am not emo.
I'm not.

My grandpa'll be fine. I hope. He has to be.
But I guess the hospitalization is a good thing.

My family is slowly being pieced together again.
Slowly, but surely.
I can see it. Subtle, but I can see it.

Or maybe it's just me.

I can see it.

And I'm thanking the heavens.

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Sunday, March 29, 2009 2:51 AM

Life Goes On
悲しい時に「悲しい」と告げるのは　
弱いってことかな
辛いときに「辛い」と　打ち明けていいかな
I've just got to believe.
闇が迫り　行き場失ったとしても
今はキミがそばにいる　迷わずに踏み出すんだ

流した涙はきっと　光る結晶へと変わる
優しく包んで　I'll be with you.×2
キミが教えてくれた　自分らしくあることを
だからどんな時も　信じて進むよ
Life goes on.

ボクがキミにしてあげられることって　何があるんだろう
苦手なことなら　たくさんあるというのに
I am to be with you.
キミの言葉　ふと思い出してうなずく
星が掴めそうな夜　終わらぬ愛を誓おう

流した涙はきっと　光る結晶へと変わる
震える心で　You're by my side.×2
この声が届かずに　諦めそうになっても
握った手だけは　離さず進むよ
Life goes on.

風は絶えず動いて　ボクらの背中を押すよ
時が流れても　You're my sweet heart.×2
瞬く星の向こう　夢見た未来描こう
だからその時は　一緒にいようよ
Life goes on.

I wonder if it’s weak to let you know when I’m feeling “sad”
Would it be alright to reveal when I’m “suffering?”
I’ve just got to believe.
Even if I have no place to go anymore as darkness closes in
I won’t hesitate to step forward because you’re here with me now

The tears I’ve cried will surely become shining crystals
I’ll softly hold you, I’ll be with you (x2)
You taught me how to be true to myself
So I’ll always believe as I move forward
Life goes on.

I’m trying to figure out what I can actually do for you
Seems there’s so many things I can’t
I am to be with you.
I remember your words and nod my head
On a night when the stars are close enough to touch
Let’s make a vow of eternal love

The tears I’ve cried will surely become shining crystals
With a trembling heart, you’re by my side (x2)
Even if my voice won’t reach you and I feel like giving up
I’ll never let go of your hand as I move forward
Life goes on.

The wind never stops and pushes us forward
Even as time goes by, you’re my sweetheart (x2)
We’ll make the future we dreamed about come true beyond the twinkling stars
That’s why we should be together when it happens
Life goes on.

-Chemistry.

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Saturday, March 21, 2009 3:00 AM

I know it's been centuries since I've updated.

Man, I really just can't keep this up sometimes.

It's hard enough to live everyday without collapsing in exhaustion anyhow.

We visited the NUS Museum on Tuesday, Ng Eng Teng's sculptures and drawing and paintings as well as did a tour in NTU's School of Art, Design and Media.

I want to go there in the future. NTU, that is. It seems like good fun.

...and that's Adam with his T-shirt. He was going around showing it off to the whole world.

Quote:

Adam: Hey! Look at my T-shirt!

Girl: *Blank look before giving him a 'WTF' face*

Jingming: ADAAAAAAAAAAAM!

Unquote.

I saw this thing at the art museum, and I was thinking, 'hell, I would totally want one of these things in my studio, if I ever get one.' So I took a photo, in case I forget.

It was fun though.

I went to buy art materials today, for coursework.

Total bill was $44.80? I was heartbroken. And poor as well.

I've also been marathoning Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney on my DS, with great pleasure. I was originally stuck at the Lana Skye case, but I have progressed and moved on. (not that being stuck on the same case for nearly one year is a good thing at all.)

I hope to date Rimei for another karaoke session if possible, and I'm dragging Vincent and his friend whether they like it or not, so that'd mean two sessions in a week? What joy!

I watched Watchmen recently, and it disturbed me a great deal as to how much I liked the guy with the mask that had changing patterns. Royshaq? Roishaque? I have no bloody idea how to spell his name. But it doesn't change the fact that I was actually sad when he was blown up into a bloody mess of guts.

Poor guy.

Well, it really doesn't take a genius to see that the World has problems.

So until next time.

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Sunday, February 15, 2009 3:29 AM

I think I'm in love.

My heart feels funny.

It's like an overdue dream.

But anyway.

Valentine's Day was amazing.

And I bought a lot of stuff.

I'm feeling richer this year, thankfully. And more girly.

Meh.

He's taking me out to buy a huggable soon.

I'm so happy now I feel bad.

(srsly. They were so cute I couldn't help myself.)

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009 5:53 AM

I want to scream, but no one will hear me.

...Well, actually my entire block would, but that's beside the point.
I'm suffocating.

And I just realised that I bought the wrong shirt to cosplay Takasugi from 3Z.
Kill me now.
Wengchi told me that it was a round neck tee-shirt, but it turned out to be a button up. Which probably means I need to go find a red shirt by tomorrow or the day after.
Bloody hell.
I have a mountain of homework waiting to be touched.
KILL ME NOW.

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